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I've been to a place this dark once before. Nearly made the biggest mistake. But what was the mistake? Ever cutting myself in the first place or not cutting deep enough? Dear Mum... I am so sorry. I'm so sorry that I fucked everything up. It's not your fault. I'm not hungry. For the first time in months, I don't care about food. I don't care about filling the gap by eating, or by hurting myself a little. The gap's too wide now. I tired so hard to be someone everybody could like. But no matter how hard I try, I'll always be the same, ridiculous, pointless blob. I'll always hurt people. And I'll always let people down. I'm so sorry, Mum. I just hate myself so much more than I could ever love anything. And I guess I did achieve one thing. I wrote the most boring suicide note in the history of the world.

我的生活曾一度暗無天日。我?guī)捉赶伦畲蟮腻e(cuò)誤。但那是什么的錯(cuò)誤呢？是第一時(shí)間想到割腕，還是割腕割的不夠深。親愛的媽媽，十分抱歉。十分抱歉我把所有的事情搞砸了。這不是你的錯(cuò)。我不餓。前幾個(gè)月我完全不在意實(shí)物。我不在意是用大吃還是傷害自己來填補(bǔ)與別人的差距。現(xiàn)在 差距如此大。我那么努力去做一個(gè)大家都喜歡的人。但無論我多么努力，我依舊還是那個(gè)滑稽，無足輕重的人。我總是傷害別人。總是讓別人失望。對不起媽媽。我多么恨自己，恨到無法愛上任何東西。我猜我做成功的唯一一件事，是寫下了史上最無聊的自殺遺言。

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